Friday, December 5, 2008
Am I Crazy?
So I am not sure I remember what labor feels like. I'm afraid I'll miss it somehow. Like I'll just be so busy that I won't realize its happening. Until I woke up at like 3am this morning with some definite contraction action going on. Now, I'm not sure that I'm actually in labor, but the contractions are strong enough that they are waking me up in the middle of the night, and that says something right? Maybe it just means I am on the right road. Anyway, its 5:34 AM, and I'm sick of getting in and out of bed due to the discomfort, so I just got up. I'm downstairs in the living room by myself hanging out, watching the channel five news, and messing around on the computer. I wish I could just speed things up so I can know whether they are going to continue to get stronger and closer together, or whether I just need to keep chugging water and get ready for work. Man, if life wasn't such a mystery! So I just wait. Wait.