Whoever thought of Mother's Day

Mother's Day is simultaneously one of the best and most heartbreaking days of the year for me.  Every year.  It doesn't get easier.  I thought it was supposed to, but it doesn't.  Every year I adore the way my children try their best to make it special for me.  In the back of my mind though, I'm always thinking about my mom.  I miss her terribly.  There is nothing in the world that can make me feel better about it. Every year parts of my memory fade and I can't bring back her laugh or her smile.  Her smell not so vivid. Her voice distant and fuzzy.   I miss her terribly.